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Internet addiction should be grouped with extreme addictive disorders such as gambling, sex addiction and kleptomania, an Israeli psychiatrist said.

"You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you."

You see, lately, writing the blog has been an escape from reality. I yearn for it. I strive, weakly I admit, to make that next post better. That other one more insightful. All the while I feel and fear reality catching up. I can hear it crashing, trashing and gnawing behind my back. One day... One day it will get me at last.

I take refuge in the one passion I dared not give in to. I am writing.

And if no one reads me? Who cares? Nor if anyone replies with injuries or treats? That's fine! Because the words have left me. They have been born into the cyberspace where the likes of Google will harvest it for centuries and those that look for me will certainly find my thoughts.

The information soldier knows there are no happy endings...

Note: This post's original title was Passion. But after reading it, it seemed to me like I was writing my suicide note. I would never have even imagined myself in such a position before. And I figure that this is the only suicide note I will write. So I thought it would be cool to change the title to it's present state. My apologies to anyone out there who has had a close relationship fall victim to suicide. I would never be my intention to be disrespectful to you or yours.