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Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009

2008

So, it's goodbye 2008. Hello 2009.

You know there is no actual difference between one year and another. Time knows not such boundaries. It is only our small brain that needs delimitation. Tricks that let us cope.

Looking back at the last post I made in 2007 I could foresee how 2008 would turn up. And 2008 was a great year for me. I almost feel ashamed for saying that. What with most people, my country, the U.S.A and the rest of the world seem to be slip-sliding into hard, very hard, times.

Last year I got back on my feet in terms of health and finances. I had no big health problems and took better care of myself. The money poured in and I started pampering myself. I practically spoiled myself rotten! I bought a new car, a new computer. I even gave in to the big corporate machines and bought an iPhone, and an XBox!

2008 was so good I even... (dare I say it?) made some friends!

m.p.: My XBox Live Gamertag is afreytes add me NAO!

The year wasn't without trouble. Though it's the sort that I tend not to discuss too much on the blog. Suffice it to say, that I started to do things in a different way. I took the path less traveled by; though where that may lead me I still don't know yet. (Yes, I know it sounds gay but I'm not that desperate yet! Hahahaha!)

2009 on the other hand...

2009 is a big, BIG, question mark. I'm not confident enough to predict what's going to happen this year.

What I do know is that I want to take even better care of my health. For that I need to lose a few pounds. And to do that I need to start exercising. Yup, I've just set myself up for failure.

Another thing I really, really, want to do is travel. There's half a hackneyed plan to go to PAX2009 so I might just do that. If that doesn't fall through then it's Canada. I really need to get off this island and see someplace different. I will either not want to come back ever again, or start to really appreciate what I've grown up with.

Third thing, I need to dilucidate about my work conditions. I'm a consultant for a an insurance company and I may be offered a regular job position sometime this year. However, with the current economic conditions, the job offer may not be as sweet as I would hope for. If I refuse the offer I may be asked to leave for good (I know it doesn't make sense, but that's the way things happen where I work). If that happens I'm pretty sure I will have to start looking overseas for a job that pays as good as the one I currently have.

Well, there is one thing I'm pretty sure of.

2009 will be a very interesting year...

the information soldier comes back in 2009!

What The FUCK Am I Doing Here?

Ah! I'm gonna point you really fast at the culprit of why I am writing on this here blog again. This is the url address of Katsushiro:

www.techgnosisweb.com

I will add him to the blogroll proper later. Oh! Hey, welcome! This is stream of conciousness writing as you probably can tell. I will try to write another post that is not so annoying to read, but hey here we go.

So what the fuck happened to the blog (as if you care! *rolls eyes*) well, basically twitter happened. twitter with it's sexy dead simple itsy bitsy teeny weeny bit of fully functional functionality. twitter has become an outlet like the blog never was. But hey, being one of the older and better known bloggers in Puerto Rico (yeah right *eye rolls* ... *eye rolls HARD*) I need to keep the blog alive or else I will sometime in 2010 feel some unfathomable guilt I will not be able to cope with and drown my 23rd beer of the night before heading out to a fatal car crash that finally ends my miserable life. Oh! What? You wanted chipper? Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and GTFO!

If for some motherfuckin' reason you can't live with whatever mi mind is thinking that could remotely be said in the dark confines of some insane's asylum you need to go here:

twitter.com/afreytes

I'm already really tired of writing so much though I could keep on for hours if pressed for it. 140 characters has become my way of life and of thinking. Do you remember a movie, must be that trash Fast & The Furious where know that I think about it Vin Diesel says "I live life one quarter mile at a time." (wee, no fact-cheking! I could be wrong) except he didn't? Well now I blog at the fast rate of 140 characters at a time on twitter. Yeah... umm... fuck... enough about twitter... on to the real reason you're here: ME!

Let's wrap this up with a Q&A section!

Did I get that raise? Yes!
Did I get a permanent position? No. Not looking forward to it now. Perhaps I should explain later.
Am I happy? That is a tough one. But I can tell you this: I have absolutely no reason not to.
What song is playing now on the MP3 player? Can It Be by Murs. (PROTIP: It has somewhat something to do with me writing here again)
Did I give in and buy an iPhone? Yes!
Do I feel old? Very old. I even did the middle-aged-and-in-crisis thing of buying a sports car...

And so... What the fuck am I doing here?

I shall answer what I answered my wife when she found out about the apartment I rented way before I told her I wanted to leave this house:

"I don't know what I'm doing..."

The information soldier is back! (Well, maybe.)

Lost In Translation

Internal... Joke?

Photo_090408_003
System... slow?
Communication... good?
Hard... coded?
Data... loss? (Data very very lost!)
Administration... stupid?
Migration... bad?
Documentation... exists?
Self... validation?
Exception... handling?
Knowledge... transfer?
Copy... paste?
Project... plan?
Access... denied?
Backup... procedures?
Database... rebuilding?
Application... security?

I Feel Like Destroying Something Beautiful

Destroy

Narrator: I felt like putting a bullet between
the eyes of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species.

Narrator: I wanted to open the dump valves
on oil tankers and smother all those French beaches
I'd never see.

Narrator: I wanted to breathe smoke.

Tyler: Where did you go, psycho boy?

Narrator: I felt like destroying something beautiful.

La Cancion De La Semana - Plane by Jason Mraz

El avión, el avión!
El avión que me rompió el corazón...

... ... lenghty text about missed connections has been deleted ... ...

Maybe some other day...

I Fall Apart

This is me, This is me. What do you see?
This is me, falling apart...
This is me, thinking of you
Wishing that you, wanted me too
But it doesn't happen, I don't want it to happen
Because in the end,
I fall apart

This is me, This is me, telling the truth
Like I always do, like I always do
This is me, telling you secrets
The ones that I swore, I wouldn't reveal
I know, I know, that I'm a bad man
Because in the end,
I fall apart

I try, I try, I'm trying so hard
To live, to work, to grow in your mind
I wonder, I wonder if it doesn't matter
If the stars in the sky, really do happen
We live, we love, we touch one another
But what will we do,
when all falls apart?

I tell myself, I must be better for you
But someway, somehow,
I keep getting worse off.
Remember, remember, remember the pieces?
The ones that I told belonged just to you
I don't know where they are
But I know you don't have them
Because in the end...

I fell apart

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